Pictures of 2009

Well it's still really cold here today and I couldn't let that deter me! I'm suffering from some major "cabin fever" here, so we all (Mom, Kodi and I) went to get our pictures taken. Boy did we have fun. Enjoy!

And then....

And then our FREAKIN STUPID RIDICULOUS neighbors turn their DEVIL children lose until 1am to run around and pound on the floors and walls because they are a bunch of ridiculous stupid idiots!

I HATE NEIGHBORS!!!!

Stress Time = Bed Time

Okay, now this is just going to sound weird. But babies bed time is around 8pm every night. 

It never fails, when I put her down after changed, bathed and fed she cries for 30-45 minutes EVERY FREAKIN NIGHT. I sit down here listening to her crying going; 

I could:

a.) Pick her up and let her fuss down here (in the living room) cause she's so exhausted

b.) Pick her up, piss her off even more and then put her down

c.) Peek in on her, chance her "seeing" me, louder screaming ensues

d.) Let her cry and feel like a total jack ass

Now you're probably wondering why I'm posting this in my "food" blog. Well here's why... during this time I'm stressing out so bad I'm pacing around looking for something to calm me down. Usually that is food, but I do my best to stay out of the kitchen to avoid that. Say I make it and she finally FINALLY goes down, by the time I rush down stairs relieved that I can finally have some time for myself (more guilt ensues) I'm ready for some "celebration" AKA = FOOD. 

Jeez I have to find something to turn "BED TIME" AKA "STRESS TIME" into anything but stress time. 

Help, any ideas?

I feel...

Wow. I feel WAY better today. I made myself some cauliflower salad, turkey burgers with tomato's, eggs and sausage and I think I"ll have moose burgers (steaks) and fresh broccoli (or however the heck you spell it) for dinner.

And maybe some chocolate mousse for dessert. Yum. I love Atkins.